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       The Difference a Day Makes, p.1

           Carole Matthews
The Difference a Day Makes

  The Difference a

  Day Makes

  Carole Matthews

  First published in Great Britain in 2009 by Headline Review

  Copyright © Carole Matthews 2009

  This edition published by Carole Matthews INK Ltd 2015

  The moral right of the author has been asserted.

  All characters and events in this publication, other than those clearly in the public domain, are fictitious and any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

  To Bernie Keith and Riley – for all your help and friendship along the way


  Thanks to David and Jayne for all things veterinary and countrified and, most importantly, the hair-raising stories about the real-life Hamish. I could have listened to tales about him all day – in fact, I think I did. Once in a lifetime a pet comes along like that – and thank goodness, otherwise no one would have any pants left. He has made such an impression on me and I’ve never even met him. There is a photo of the original and incomparable doggy on my website for anyone who doubts the existence of such a whirling dervish of a hound.

  It might also be pertinent to mention Sue Golden and Andy Bull here who introduced me to David and Jayne in the first place. Thanks so much for that. See how complicated writing a book can be! It’s all down to chance, concidence and, mainly, drunken conversations.

  Another chance conversation on a tour bus in South Africa brought Carol The Vet into my life and much-appreciated additional material. Also to Louise Davidson for allowing me to spend time on her smallholding and for not making me do anything that involved the non-feeding end of the animals – phew!


  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  Chapter Twenty-Six

  Chapter Twenty-Seven

  Chapter Twenty-Eight

  Chapter Twenty-Nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty-One

  Chapter Thirty-Two

  Chapter Thirty-Three

  Chapter Thirty-Four

  Chapter Thirty-Five

  Chapter Thirty-Six

  Chapter Thirty-Seven

  Chapter Thirty-Eight

  Chapter Thirty-Nine

  Chapter Forty

  Chapter Forty-One

  Chapter Forty-Two

  Chapter Forty-Three

  Chapter Forty-Four

  Chapter Forty-Five

  Chapter Forty-Six

  Chapter Forty-Seven

  Chapter Forty-Eight

  Chapter Forty-Nine

  Chapter Fifty

  Chapter Fifty-One

  Chapter Fifty-Two

  Chapter Fifty-Three

  Chapter Fifty-Four

  Chapter Fifty-Five

  Chapter Fifty-Six

  Chapter Fifty-Seven

  Chapter Fifty-Eight

  Chapter Fifty-Nine

  Chapter Sixty

  Chapter Sixty-One

  Chapter Sixty-Two

  Chapter Sixty-Three

  Chapter Sixty-Four

  Chapter Sixty-Five

  Chapter Sixty-Six

  Chapter Sixty-Seven

  Chapter Sixty-Eight

  Chapter Sixty-Nine

  Chapter Seventy

  Chapter Seventy-One

  Chapter Seventy-Two

  Chapter Seventy-Three

  Chapter Seventy-Four

  Chapter Seventy-Five

  Chapter Seventy-Six

  Chapter Seventy-Seven

  Chapter Seventy-Eight

  Chapter Seventy-Nine

  Chapter Eighty

  Chapter Eighty-One

  Chapter Eighty-Two

  Chapter Eighty-Three

  Chapter Eighty-Four

  Chapter Eighty-Five

  Chapter Eighty-Six

  Chapter Eighty-Seven

  Chapter Eighty-Eight

  Chapter Eighty-Nine

  Chapter Ninety

  Chapter Ninety-One

  Chapter Ninety-Two

  Chapter Ninety-Three

  Chapter Ninety-Four

  Chapter Ninety-Five

  Chapter Ninety-Six

  Chapter Ninety-Seven

  Chapter Ninety-Eight

  Chapter Ninety-Nine

  Chapter One Hundred

  Chapter One Hundred and One

  Chapter One Hundred and Two

  Chapter One Hundred and Three

  Chapter One Hundred and Four

  Chapter One Hundred and Five

  Chapter One Hundred and Six

  Chapter One Hundred and Seven

  Chapter One Hundred and Eight

  Chapter One Hundred and Nine

  Chapter One Hundred and Ten

  Chapter One Hundred and Eleven

  Chapter One Hundred and Twelve

  Chapter One Hundred and Thirteen

  Preview: The Cake Shop in the Garden

  Chapter One

  Out of the corner of my eye, I see William’s face crease in pain. I look up from my Harlan Coben novel which has, up until now, been keeping me gripped. ‘Will? What’s wrong?’

  ‘Funny pain,’ my husband says tightly as he rubs at his chest.

  ‘Indigestion,’ is my diagnosis. ‘Your toast was burned this morning. And you ate it in three mouthfuls. That’ll always do it.’

  I sip my take-away latte that I grabbed at the entrance to the station. This morning, the time to eat breakfast eluded me. The rush-hour Tube is packed, as usual. Damp bodies crush together, everyone steaming gently due to the heavy rain out on the street. It’s a filthy day out there even though summer is just around the corner and, for once, I’m glad to be squashed on the Underground, pressed up against my husband. I move closer to him and we sway with the movement of the train which is rattling along apace. I’m struggling to hold my book high enough or steady enough to read it, so I abandon it and juggle my coffee into my other hand in an attempt to take another sip.

  William rubs at his shoulder and down his arm, muttering to himself as he does so. Beads of sweat form on his forehead and his face has gone pale.

  ‘Are you all right?’

  ‘Hot,’ he gasps. ‘Very hot.’ His fingers fumble with his tie, loosening it, and he lets out a wobbly breath.

  ‘We’ve only one more stop,’ I say. He could probably do with sitting down for a minute, but no one is likely to give up their seat for him. My husband looks clammy and is sweating profusely. ‘You’ll feel better when you’re out in the fresh air.’

  I brush his thick, dark hair from his forehead and blow a cool breath on it through pursed lips. Must nag him to get a haircut this weekend – it’s long overdue. We’ve both been so manic that it’s simply slipped off the grid. ‘Have you got a busy morning?’

  William nods. Silly question, really. We’re always busy. Last night we were both out late at cocktail parties. It was gone midnight when we fell into bed, too tired for anything more strenuous than a cursory peck on the cheek. I don’t think tha
t Will’s been home before eleven o’clock all week and we’re fast approaching the age where you can only do that so many times in a row without it having a detrimental effect. It would have been lovely to have had a lie-in this morning, but it wasn’t to be.

  My husband and I work together at the British Television Company. I’m Amy Ashurst, the Executive Producer of a popular sports quiz programme – imaginatively named Sports Quiz – that’s been running for years. I have a formidable reputation that I don’t think I deserve. I’m a pussy cat really, I just have high standards. I adore my work and the buzz around such a successful programme and would probably do it for free if they didn’t pay me handsomely for it.

  William is Head of Comedy Development and works with a lot of the up-and-coming comedians to provide showcase programmes for them. He’s the life and soul of the party and is responsible for giving breaks to some of the biggest names in entertainment on the small screen today. He doesn’t like to brag, but you’d know them all.

  There are advantages and disadvantages of working together – although we hardly see each other during the day unless we manage to snatch a rare lunch together in the staff canteen. The difficulty is in the evenings when neither of us can switch off our BTC heads and all we talk about is work. But, as I said, we both love our jobs, so that’s no great hardship.

  ‘Try to grab a cup of tea and take five before you launch into the day.’ I squeeze his arm. William’s never ill. He’s a complete fitness freak and runs every day, hail, rain or shine. Not like me who has to be coaxed to the gym once a year. My husband has the constitution of an ox and will declare it to anyone prepared to listen.

  ‘Yes.’ His face has an odd waxen look.

  ‘Do you want a sip of this?’ I offer my latte, but he shakes his head.

  It’s about time we had a holiday, I think. We’ve both been so stretched, with one thing and another, that we haven’t had a proper break for ages. Perhaps Will has been working too hard. Maybe I’ll have a look at my diary when I get into the office, see if we can squeeze something in.

  ‘You do look a bit peaky,’ I tell him, frowning with concern. With that he sags forward and my book and my coffee fall to the floor as I try to catch him. ‘William?’

  Alarmed commuters step backwards, forming a small circle of space around him. My husband drops to his knees, clutching at his chest and gasping.

  ‘Help me!’ I shout, panicking, my eyes scanning the crowd. ‘Help me! Is there a doctor in here?’

  Everyone looks at me blankly. Fear grips my stomach. I don’t know what to do. What can I do? ‘William. William.’ My husband’s fighting for breath.

  ‘I’m a nurse,’ a voice says, and a young man pushes his way forward to crouch down beside William, heedless of the spreading puddle of coffee at his feet.

  The Tube pulls up at White City. ‘This is our stop,’ I say hurriedly.

  ‘Let’s get him off here.’

  We haul William to the door and then half-carry him, shoulders under his arms, to the platform where we lay him down. He continues to gasp, his face turning the colour of putty.

  ‘It’s his heart,’ the nurse says, opening William’s coat and jacket.

  His heart? I want to laugh. It can’t be. Will’s not yet forty-two. Doesn’t he know how fit my husband is? He’s thinking of doing the London Marathon again next year. William would be the last person in the world to have a heart-attack. He must have got it wrong.

  ‘We need an ambulance,’ the nurse barks at me. ‘Now.’

  As I fumble for my mobile, I realise that it won’t work down here. I scan the platform, looking for a member of the station staff and then I break into a run, pushing through the commuters, searching for help while behind me Will lies unmoving on the platform.

  Chapter Two

  I pace the hospital room, hours later, still in a state of shock. Then I hear a noise from the bed behind me and I turn to see that my husband has stirred. My own heart contracts again as I stare at him. He looks like a snowman, his eyes like black coals that gaze at me from a too-white face. This man, who’s normally so strong and solid, looks as weak as a kitten. I can’t get used to seeing him like this. It’s just not right.

  Going to the bed, I squeeze his hand, mindful of the tubes that enter the back of it. His chest is bared, his hospital gown open, and he’s wired up to a heart monitor that beeps steadily now – thank God. ‘You gave me quite a scare there, you silly sod.’

  ‘Scared myself too,’ William admits. His lips look dry and, as a reflex reaction, I wet my own. ‘I thought the Grim Reaper was knocking at the door.’

  ‘I know.’ For a while I’d thought that too.

  William lets his eyes close again, momentarily. ‘Us Ashursts are renowned for our dodgy hearts, Amy.’ He tries a laugh. ‘Never thought it would bother me though. Assumed mine was as solid as a rock.’

  ‘It might not be your heart. The doctors say that they’re going to run all kinds of tests on you to see what caused it.’ My husband was whisked straight into hospital and given an initial assessment. They’ve told us that Will didn’t have a heart-attack, that it was simply pain that made him pass out. But we still don’t know what caused the pain in the first place. ‘You’ll be in for a few days yet. But you’re out of danger now.’ I stroke his hair.

  ‘The consultant asked if I was stressed.’

  We both laugh tiredly at that. We’re in television. We juggle two careers, two children and a sprawling house. Of course Will’s stressed. We both are.

  ‘Have you phoned home?’ he wants to know.

  ‘I called Maya.’ Maya’s our Bulgarian nanny. She’s been with us for four years now and, frankly, I have no idea what I’d do without her. My life would fall apart in about ten minutes flat. She’s not only fantastic with the kids, but she cooks, cleans, shops, berates tradesmen on our behalf and, generally, assures that our lives run like a well-oiled machine. In return we pay her a king’s ransom, give her a top-of-the-range Audi to drive and constantly beg her not to find a nice man, settle down and have children of her own. ‘I’ve told her not to mention anything to the children yet. I’ll tell them myself when I get home.’

  ‘You’re not going into work today, surely?’

  I raise my eyebrows. ‘Gav’s been on the phone already.’ Gavin Morrison – that’s my boss. He’s a BTC man through and through. The show must go on whatever’s happening in your personal life. He wouldn’t let a little thing like a suspected heart-attack stand in the way of his ratings war. Sick staff just don’t feature on his radar. ‘I rang in to say what had happened and that I’d be back tomorrow if all was well. We’re recording three shows back-to-back today. He’s begged me to go in just to make sure everything’s on track.’

  ‘Can no one else do it?’

  I shrug. ‘You know what it’s like.’ We don’t have enough people to do the jobs that are required already.

  Will puffs out his agreement. ‘Only too well.’

  ‘I’ve got so much to do.’

  ‘That’s nothing new.’


  The host of Sports Quiz is an ex-footballer who now runs a hotel with fishing rights in Scotland and we have to make the most of him when he reluctantly tears himself away from his country pile and comes down to London to record the programme. He’s the ultimate professional and is a joy to work with, but it means a crazily busy day for everyone concerned – including me.

  ‘You look all in,’ my husband says. ‘It’s been a shock for you too. Why don’t you go straight home and put your feet up for the day? Tell them to stick it.’

  Stick it? That’s not like Will at all.

  ‘Or you could jump in the bed next to me?’ he suggests.

  Smiling, I tease, ‘There’s nothing much wrong with you.’

  ‘Bravado, I’m afraid,’ he admits with a sigh.

  The thought of going home and putting my feet up for a couple of hours is very tempting, but how can I possibly leave Will like t
his? I do feel shaken, all sort of shivery and uncertain inside.

  My phone rings again and I grab for it before the nurse hears it as I’m not supposed to have it on in here. It’s my boss again. ‘An hour,’ he pleads. ‘Just come in for an hour.’

  If there’s any day that I really can’t afford to miss work, then it’s today. I chew at my lip. I know how pushed my staff will be without me. ‘I’ll do my best,’ I say. ‘But I can’t promise.’ Gavin will just have to put up with that. I hang up.

  William catches me glancing at my watch. ‘Go on,’ he says with an unsteady exhalation of breath. ‘Go and give the good old BTC their pound of flesh. You know that Gavin won’t let you rest until you do.’

  I’m torn with concern for my husband and concern that a dozen other people are depending on me. I called my assistant, Jocelyn, right away this morning to let her know the score and she’ll be holding the fort. And she’s great. But she’s not me. I’d hate for anything to go wrong while I’m not there. My boss wouldn’t have called if he wasn’t worried too. I check my watch again. If I rush, then I could just get there in time for the first recording. ‘I don’t want to leave you.’

  ‘There’s nothing much you can do here.’ My husband takes in his tubes and the array of wires attached to his chest. He appreciates the pressure of my job as his is exactly the same. ‘I’ll just go back to sleep. I’m very tired.’ I hear the catch in his voice.

  I lay my head on his shoulder. ‘I hate to see you like this. Just a few days of being poked and prodded about and you’ll be as right as rain, I’m sure.’

  He looks at me bleakly. ‘What if I’m not, Amy?’

  I laugh at him softly. ‘You will be. Of course you will. You’re the fittest person I know. This is just a wobble. Nothing more.’ I run my thumb over his cheek and he catches my hand and squeezes it. ‘You’ll be fine. You’ll be back at work next week, terrifying all that young talent whose careers you hold in the palm of your hand,’ I joke.

  Will’s gaze goes to the ceiling and I can tell that tears are forming which is so unlike him.

  ‘Close your eyes, darling,’ I tell him tenderly. ‘Get some sleep. The more you can rest, the better.’ I feel terrible for doing this, but I should pop into the studio. Just for a couple of hours, then I’ll come back. ‘I called into the office for you and everything’s under control.’

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