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       Moranthology, p.1

           Caitlin Moran
 
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Moranthology


  Moranthology

  CAITLIN MORAN

  Dedication

  To the bit in Bottom where Rik Mayall and

  Adrian Edmondson hit the gas man with a frying pan

  forty-two times. I learned so much from you.

  Contents

  Dedication

  Introduction

  Part One

  Call Me Puffin

  Caffeine—­Lifeblood of the Twenty-­first Century

  Celebrity Watch Special: Michael Jackson’s Memorial

  I Am Caitlin Moran, and I Was a Skunk Addict

  I Am Late to Interview the Prime Minister

  What I Learned up a Mountain This Summer

  I Am a Dwarf Called “Scottbaio”

  I Do a Lot for Charity, but I Would Never Mention It

  Ghostbusters Is the Greatest Film of All Time. Please Do Not Argue with Me.

  Keith—Noddy Holder Says You Wear a Wig

  Sherlock Review 1: Like a Jaguar in a Cello

  Sherlock Review 2: The Frumious Cumberbatch

  Hello. You Look Wonderful.

  Part Two

  First Time Ever I Saw Your Face

  The Gay Moon Landings

  We Only Had Two Transsexuals in Wolverhampton

  Come Party With Gaga

  MTV Hoes

  Burqas: Are the Men Doing It?

  This Cape Makes Me Look Like Wizbit

  We Need Quotas, Ladies. Or We Will Be Lonely Pelicans.

  I Would Like Some Chivalry, Please, Dude

  Don’t Feed the Troll

  On the Set of Doctor Who

  This is Not a Gift

  Part Three

  All the Ways I’ve Ruined Your Life

  I Refuse to Make You Goody Bags. Leave Before I Summon a Policeman.

  I Hate Charlie and Lola

  The Horror of Daddy’s Special Lemonade

  In Defense of Binge Drinking

  Aberystwyth: The Only Place I Stop Wanting

  Libraries: Cathedrals of Our Souls

  Unlike Most of the Coalition, I Was Raised on Benefits

  I Know What It’s Like to be Poor. They Took Away the TV, and We Cried.

  I Love a Protestor. You Don’t Need Answers—Just Questions.

  Downton Abbey Review 1: Lady Mary’s Haunted Vagina

  Downton Abbey Review 2: “SEX WILL BE HAD! SEX WILL BE HAD!”

  Summer Is an Emergency

  Time Travel in the Same Four Places

  Part Four

  My French Dress

  Sherlock Review 3: As Good as Television Gets

  I Wish to Copyright My Hair

  Chicks with Big Hair Are My Chicks

  The Best Royal Wedding Ever

  My Day with Paul McCartney. From the Beatles.

  Celebrity Weight-Loss: The Truth

  Elizabeth Taylor: Heavy, Like Wet Roses

  Winehouse—Jump on Your Voice, Like a Lion, and Run Away

  My Tragically Early Death

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Also by Caitlin Moran

  Credits

  Copyright

  About the Publisher

  Introduction—or: I Try to Be Good

  When I became journalist at the age of fifteen, it was a matter of simple expediency.

  Having been homeschooled for the previous five years, I had no academic qualifications whatsoever. As a resident of a housing project in Wolverhampton, this seemed to leave me with a grand total of three future employment options:

  1) prostitution,

  2) working the check-out at the Gateway supermarket, Warstones Drive, or,

  3) becoming a writer: an option I only knew of because that was what Jo March in Little Women, and Mother in The Railway Children, had done when they also fell upon hard times.

  Considering all the options, I immediately eliminated Gateway, on the basis that their tabards were of a green hue—which gave my ruddy skin tone a particularly bilious tinge.

  The prostitution, meanwhile, also got the ixnay—primarily in acknowledgment that I was, at the time, sharing a bunk-bed with my sister Caz. As she put it, quite reasonably, “I don’t want to listen to you being ridden like a show-pony three feet from my face. Plus, I think your Johns might hit their head on the Paddington Bear lampshade.”

  So, writing it was. It’s a choice I’ve never regretted—although I do have the odd, panging moment when I consider just how useful a 40-percent discount on anything from the Gateway deli counter might have been. That is a lot of cheap Black Forest ham.

  I began writing. I had a list of words and phrases I loved: a collection like others might collect records, or badges. Jaguary. Lilac. Catholic. Uxurious. Jubilee. Isosoles. Leopardskin. Mimosa. Shagreen. Iodine. Collodial mercury. Ardent. Attar of Roses. Corybantic. Viola. These would, surely, be useful. I knew I wanted to write intense things—write until I’d written myself new shoes and new hair and new friends, and a new life away from the inexorably compacting walls of our house. Words can be weapons, or love-spells, or just motorcars you can drive across county borders.

  But what I didn’t know was what to write intensely about, or how to write about it. I had no subject. I had no subjectivity. I was just a bundle of sprawling words.

  As a bundle of sprawling words, I entered writing competitions, and, at 15, won one—The Observer’s “Young Reporter of the Year.” In the letter announcing that I’d won, they offered me a chance to visit their offices, in London.

  This was—clearly—my chance to pitch for a job. They had no teenagers working on the paper—ipso facto, if I went down there and made the right impression, that job was mine. I was going to pitch my ass off at these guys. I was not coming home until I had a promise of further work from them in the bag.

  I spent the evening before preparing for my first ever job interview in the best way I knew how.

  “People like people who bring cake!” I said to myself, at 11 PM. I was creaming butter and sugar in a bowl. The sideboard was covered in zested lemons.

  “A lovely lemon and cream sponge! By bringing cake, I will become associated in their minds with cake, and they will think favorably of me, re: future employ!”

  At the time, I was heavily under the influence of the autobiographies of actress, comedian and writer Maureen Lipman (imagine a Carol Burnett who spent most of her life telling amusing anecdotes on NPR). Lipman seems to spend all her time giving her friends and colleagues in the media gifts—engraved lockets, bunches of flowers, thoughtful chocolate selections.

  We didn’t have any kind of cake box or cake tin, for transportation down to London, so I put the sponge into a small, red suitcase I had recently bought from a tag sale, and went to bed.

  The production and transportation of the lemon cream sponge—done in order to secure the job at The Observer—had taken maybe seven hours, in total. This was six hours and fifty-eight minutes more than I had spent thinking about the actual job. Indeed, to be more specific, it was six hours and fifty-eight minutes more than I had ever considered what I would actually ever write.

  So here I am, the next day, in London. Getting off the coach at Victoria Station wearing a gigantic hat—to make me look thinner—and carrying a lemon sponge in a suitcase. If I carry the suitca
se by the handle, the cake will tip on the side—so I am carrying it flat, like a tray, in both hands. The time is 11:15 AM. I am due at the Observer offices, in Battersea, at 12:30 PM.

  “Just enough time to go to the British Museum and Buckingham Palace!” I think, having looked at the tiny map of London I have in my pocket. I am keen that this journey to London will mix business with pleasure—perhaps to creature a new thing, “Plizness.”

  I set off, carrying my suitcase out in front of me, like a crown on a pillow.

  Three hours later, and I finally turn up at the Observer offices. I am trying very, very hard not to cry. All the skin has been flayed off my heels—it turns out that wearing white pixie-boots and no socks is a poor idea if you’re going to walk for three hours. I am soaked in sweat, utterly mortified, and newly enlightened as to the scale of capital cities.

  When I woke that morning, I had no idea things were so far apart in London. In Wolverhampton, if you had a reasonable jogging pace, you could touch every single remarkable building in the town in under ten minutes. Fuck it—to be honest, if you sat next to the Man on the Horse statue in Queen’s Square with a tennis ball, you could bounce it off every institute of note without moving. Even the McDonald’s.

  London, on the other hand, seems to have endless amounts of wide, gray, straight roads, which stretch on forever, and never have the British Museum, or Buckingham Palace, or—anxiously, from 12:17 PM onwards—the Observer offices at the end of them. I have been lost in a park, and round the back of Trafalgar Square. At one point, I tried to hail a taxi—but was holding the cake-suitcase in both hands at the time, and so looked like someone doing an impression of the wise old monkey in the Lion King holding up a newly-born Simba for veneration, instead. The taxi just drove past.

  The kindly folk at The Observer have, understandably, been very worried. A fifteen-year-old girl has been missing in London for three hours—then turns up weeping and limping. They sit me down in a conference room, and prepare to ask me if I’ve been sexually assaulted.

  “I really wanted to see the British Museum’s collection of cuneiform tablets!” I say, trying to satirize the idea of someone being so nerdy they kept the deputy editor of the The Observer waiting for a job interview.

  Unfortunately, they think I’m being totally truthful, and try to make me feel better by talking about their favorite exhibits—a conversation I can’t join in on, as, obviously, I never made it to the British Museum. The only museum I’ve ever been in is the one at Bantock House in Wolverhampton, where they have a castle made of foil candy wrappers. It is a very good castle. Shiny. I tell them about the castle. They agree it sounds very special.

  But still—still! Extrordinarily, after all of this, when I’ve drunk three glasses of water, quickly dashed a tear from my eye under the guise of adjusting my hat, and had everyone, very kindly, say, “London really IS easy to get lost in” one hundred times—there comes the moment where the deputy editor says, “So! Now we’ve finally got you here, ho ho ho, would you like to work for us?”

  Unfortunately, at the time, I am going through a phase of not wanting to say the right thing, or the nice thing—but the legendary thing. I imagine whole days’ worth of conversations in my head, and then analyze them afterwards, from the vantage point of others, on their legendaryness-potential.

  In the “being offered a job to write three columns in a national newspaper” scenario, which I’ve run through 300 times, I’ve finally decided that the legendary response—spoken of in awe for years to come (“And then she said—hahah, oh it was brilliant . . .”) is the one I bring out now:

  “Work for you? Oh I’d love to. I’d really, really love to.”

  I pause—then pick up a paper napkin, dip it in my glass of water, and then make as if to go and wash the walls.

  “First I’ll do the walls,” I say, “then the floors—that way, if I drip . . .”

  It’s a line from Annie—the scene where Daddy Warbucks asks her to live with him, and Annie initially misunderstands, and thinks he wants her to be his maid. When I imagined delivering this line, I imagine everyone laughing. “We offered her a job—as a columnist—but she parodied her working-class background and obsession with musicals by pretending that we’d offered her a job as an office cleaner, instead! Legendary!”

  There is no way everyone in this room won’t have seen Annie. This line is going to be a killer.

  Everyone in this room has not seen Annie.

  There is another awkward pause.

  “Would you like to write some columns for us?” the deputy editor asks, eventually, getting things back on track by pretending what I’ve just said never happened. “During the summer holidays? I think we’d be very interested to hear what you have to say about life—and cuneiform tablets! And tin-foil castles, ho ho ho!”

  “Yes please,” I say, in a very simple way. I’ve decided to keep everything very simple from now on.

  “So,” the features editor says. She’s really lovely. Glossy-haired. A nice lady. “What would you like to write for us?”

  I stare at her.

  “What kind of ideas have you got?” she asks, again.

  I keep staring. It had literally never occurred to me that I’d have to think of something to write. I thought you just turned up, said something legendary, and then they told you what to write. Like school. Papers are just . . . paid homework, surely? The grown-ups—a shadowy agglomoration who, in my mind, I presume to be politicians, Daddy Warbucks the billionaire and possibly John Craven from Newsround—decide what goes in the papers, and then farm it out to the writers. You don’t have to . . . journalists don’t . . . surely . . .

  “ . . . could do a list of the things you feel most passionately about; issues that affect you,” the deputy editor is saying. I have got nothing here. I am all out on a conversation like this. I am going to have to pull the ripcord on this situation.

  “I made you a cake!” I say, brightly. “To have with your afternoon tea. A lemon sponge!”

  I carefully place the suitcase on the table—having kept it, diligently, horizontal all day. Even when I sat in that “out of order” bus stop and cried—and open it up. People like people who bring cake! By bringing cake, I will become associated in their minds with cake, and they will think favorably of me, re: future employ!

  In the punishing August heat, during a three-hour walk around London, all the lemon cream inside the cake has split, and gone rancid. An uneasy smell of vomit-cake fills the room. Everyone looks at me. In my head, I type out the sentence, “Write about this?”

  Back in Wolverhampton, on the phone, my new editors suggest that I “read the papers, watch the news—see if there’s something you want to write about.”

  I assiduously research every high-profile current affairs story in the media for two weeks straight—then write 600 words about my brother getting lost on Ynylas beach last year. The week after, I file 600 words about going to the library with my brothers and sisters (“We are in the ‘Books So Boring They Should Have Won the Booker Prize’ section.”). My third, and last, piece is about the family going on a picnic.

  And then that’s it. That was all The Observer offered me, and it’s finished. I’m unemployed again. I’m going to have to try and find some work.

  Six months later, I’m on the phone, pitching ideas to The Guardian. I know they want “teenage-y” things, so I’m doing my best, but I don’t really know much about teenagers, to be honest: being homeschooled, the only teenager I know, apart from myself, is my sister Caz, and she’s currently not speaking to me.

  When I go into her room, she makes me stand in the corner, facing away from her, while I talk. Years later, I see the serial killer doing exactly the same thing to his victims in The Blair Witch Project.

  “I could write about, erm, keeping a diary, or, erm, fashions,” I say, dubiously. “Or, erm, buses?”

&n
bsp; I spend a lot of time on the bus. I’ve noticed a pecking-order in the seating arrangements, and am keen to share my theory that the true visionaries always sit top deck, front left, because that’s the position Dan Ackroyd assumes in the car in The Blues Brothers, and he is my favorite Brother. I have a lot of bus-observation ready to roll.

  “You can be as hard-hitting as you like,” the editor says, kindly, as the word “buses” still hovers in the air. Buses.

  “Errrrr . . .” I say—the commission slipping away from me. I need to say something. I need to say something ear-catchy. In a panic, I blurt: “Anorexia?”

  “Yes!” she says, instantly.

  It’s funny because, at the time, I spend most of my free time eating cream crackers covered with Shippam’s Chicken & Ham paste. I am so in love with food that I get excited when the paste squirts up through the tiny holes in the crackers, like worm-casts. If I’ve ever had anorexia, it lasted less than forty-five minutes. I’ve not been very committed to it.

  “I’d love to!” I say, before modulating down into my “issues” voice. “It’s a terrible disease, and I can’t believe I’m watching my generation being laid to waste by it.”

  I know nothing about anorexia. But now I’ve got 500 words to fill by 5 PM so I do what anyone would do: just make up any old shit.

 
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